Never Be A Player

When I was younger my mother and father did not work out at all. They never got along because my father was a very good dad to me but he wasn't good to my mother at all. Because he always cheated on her; he also hit her once and there were times he came home late and all he wanted to do was to argue with my mother and make her feel lower than any woman should ever feel. I would always cry myself to sleep because my mother always cried herself to sleep. I always felt that she deserved to be treated better than he treated her. So as I grew up and started to date boys I always reminded myself not to be with someone like my father. Because I don't want to feel and be treated the way my mother was treated. There was one night I will never forget when my father came home and he had red lipstick all over his face and he was so damn wasted he walked in raising hell at 3:00 in the damn morning. My mama asked him,"what fuck is wrong with you coming up in here late and lower your damn voice before you wake my kids!" My daddy replied "Tramp shut the fuck up and who the hell you think you questioning women I'm a grown ass man you stupid ass tramp!" Me and my sisters and brother watched my mom sit there and just let him talk to her like that. After that night I will never like my daddy I hate his ass. But my mama finally got the guts to stand up to on my birthday and shot his ass in the head because he her. So yea my mama went to jail for murder. That is why I will never date a player or be a player. I also never let a man treat me the way my father treated my mother. So thats why I'm a women that likes to be in charge.